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Each in His Inmost Heart – John D. Sheridan

We are so lonely – all of us –
Each in his inmost heart seven times prisoner;

Neither can leave nor ever entrance grant
To those we love and would have share our being.
They only stand without and try to grasp
The meaning of our signs – who cannot sign!
For who can know the full portent
Of those eternal things that echo chill
Within the cloistered spirit?
In that deep place there is a sanctuary,
A sacred shrine where no man ever comes,
A secret dwelling single-tenanted.

We are so lonely – all of us –
Each in his inmost heart seven times prisoner.

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The Strange Last Voyage of Donald Crowhurst by Nicholas Tomalin and Ron Hall

The Strange Last Voyage of Donald Crowhurst by Nicholas Tomalin and Ron Hall

The Strange Last Voyage of Donald Crowhurst by Nicholas Tomalin and Ron Hall

I first came across the immensely sad, but intriguing story of Donald Crowhurst when he was mentioned in the book, A Voyage for Madmen (a book I’ll write a little more on later).

Over this past weekend, from The Times article about Alex Thomson, I was fascinated by this quote:

More people have been to space than sailed solo nonstop round the world.

I followed up with a tweet about a book about this amazing story about how Donald Crowhurst did, but didn’t really, sail around the world.

You can read more about this intriguing man from this Wikipedia entry:

Donald Crowhurst (1932–1969) was a British businessman and amateur sailor who died while competing in the Sunday Times Golden Globe Race, a single-handed, round-the-world yacht race. Crowhurst had entered the race in hopes of winning a cash prize from The Sunday Times to aid his failing business.

Instead, he encountered difficulty early in the voyage, and secretly abandoned the race while reporting false positions, in an attempt to appear to complete a circumnavigation without actually circling the world. Evidence found after his disappearance indicates that this attempt ended in insanity and suicide.

Following on from the “Voyage for Madmen” book I then found The Strange Last Voyage of Donald Crowhurst by Nicholas Tomalin and Ron Hall. The description of the book from that link is as follows:

In the autumn of 1968, Donald Crowhurst set sail from England to participate in the first single-handed nonstop around-the-world sailboat race. Eight months later, his boat was found in the mid-Atlantic, intact but with no one on board. In this gripping reconstruction, journalists Nicholas Tomalin and Ron Hall tell the story of Crowhurst’s ill-fated voyage.

I found the story of Donald Crowhurst very appealing for some reason, and this book gives a brilliant reconstruction of what is thought to have happened him.

This book, even more so than the other sea-based books I’ve been reading recently, is probably for a more off-beat taste, but as far as I’m concerned, it’s definitely worth a read.

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Pancake Day – John D. Sheridan

Someone’s making pancakes,
The griddle’s on the grate,
the bowl of batter’s beaten up,
so I am going to wait,
Until the work is over,
And there perhaps will be,
Among the brown and speckled ones,
A yellow one for me.

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Joe’s No Saint – John D. Sheridan

Joe’s no saint,
And I ought to know
For I work at the bench alongside Joe.
He loses his temper just like another
– Days he’d bite the nose off his mother,
And when 1 call for a pint of plain
Joe’s not slow with ‘The same again.’
He gives an odd bob to the poor and needy
But you wouldn’t call him gospel-greed
– You know what I mean?
So if there’s enquiries after he’s dead
I won’t swear to no haloes around his head,
For I never seen none. When all’s said and done
I don’t suppose they give haloes out
To fellows who like their bottle of stout.

All the same, though,
I’m glad that I work alongside Joe.
For in the morning time I lie on
Long after Guinness’s whistle is gone
And scarcely have time for a cup of tea
– As for prayers,
Well between you and me
The prayers I say is no great load –
A Hail Mary, maybe, on Conyngham Road
– You know how it is?
The horn blows on the stroke of eight
And them that’s not in time is late;
You mightn’t get a bus for ages,
But if you clock late they dock your wages.

Joe, though,
He’s never late at all,
Though he lives at the far end of Upper Whitehall:
And I happen to know
(For the wife’s cousin lives in the very same row)
That he sets his alarm for half-past six,
Shaves, and goes through the whole bag of tricks
Just like a Sunday,
Gets seven Mass in Gaeltacht Park
And catches the half-seven bus in the dark.

In ways, too, he’s not as well off as me,
For he can’t go back home for a cup of tea –
Just slips a flask in his overcoat pocket
And swallows it down while he fills in his docket.
I do see him munching his bread and cheese
When I’m getting into my dungarees.

There isn’t a thing about him then
To mark him off from the rest of men
– At least, there’s nothing that I can see.
But there must be something that’s hid from me
For it’s not every eight-o’clock-man can say
That he goes to the altar every day.

Maybe now you know
Why I’m glad I work alongside Joe.
For though I’m a Confraternity man
And struggle along the best I can
I haven’t much time for chapel or praying,
And some of the prayers that Joe does be saying
Those dark mornings must come my way.
For if Joe there prays enough for three
Who has more right to a tilly than me?

When my time comes and they lay me out
I won’t have much praying to boast about:
I don’t do much harm, but I don’t do much good,
And my beads have an easier time than they should,

So when Saint Peter rattles his keys
And says ‘What’s your record, if you please?’
I’ll answer ‘When I was down below
I worked at a bench alongside Joe.’
Joe is no saint with a haloed ring,
But I often think he’s the next best thing,
And the bus that he catches at half-past seven
Is bound for O’Connell Bridge … and Heaven

– You know what I mean?

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Kubla Khan – Samuel Taylor Coleridge

I’ve written a couple of times here previously about what’s been described as the Xanadu Effect. Edward Tenner, author of the paper entitled “The Xanadu Effect“, has this to say about his view of the origins of the word Xanadu:

Xanadu, you may recall, was the palatial centerpiece of Orson Welles’ Citizen Kane, the brilliantly unfair film biography of William Randolph Hearst. Welles borrowed the name (if not the caves of ice) from Coleridge and modeled the place after Hearst’s own grand folly, La Cuesta Encantada, or “The Enchanted Hill,” a neo-Hispanic latifundium overlooking San Simeon Bay in central California.

It became famous as Hearst Castle. (Its owner preferred to call it a “ranch.”) On its 24,000 acres were a 354,000-gallon swimming pool, a private zoo and four main buildings with a total of 165 rooms. Along with other such extravagances, the estate helped send Hearst into trusteeship late in life. The cavernous halls of Welles’ gloomy cinematic Xanadu seemed to filmgoers – as the real, happier building must have appeared to many Hearst Corp. public investors – the very image of the pride that goes before a fall.

I’ll come back to the Orson Welles / Citizen Kane / William Randolph Hearst angle, but for the moment, this is the poem “Kubla Khan” by Samuel Taylor Coleridge.

Kubla Khan

Or a Vision in a Dream. A Fragment

In Xanadu did Kubla Khan
A stately pleasure dome decree:
Where Alph, the sacred river, ran
Through caverns measureless to man
    Down to a sunless sea.
So twice five miles of fertile ground
With walls and towers were girdled round:
And there were gardens bright with sinuous rills,
Where blossomed many an incense-bearing tree;
And here were forests ancient as the hills,
Enfolding sunny spots of greenery.

But oh! that deep romantic chasm which slanted
Down the green hill athwart a cedarn cover!
A savage place! as holy and enchanted
As e’er beneath a waning moon was haunted
By woman wailing for her demon lover!
And from this chasm, with ceaseless turmoil seething,
As if this earth in fast thick pants were breathing,
A mighty fountain momently was forced:
Amid whose swift half-intermitted burst
Huge fragments vaulted like rebounding hail,
Or chaffy grain beneath the thresher’s flail:
And ’mid these dancing rocks at once and ever
It flung up momently the sacred river.
Five miles meandering with a mazy motion
Through wood and dale the sacred river ran,
Then reached the caverns measureless to man,
And sank in tumult to a lifeless ocean:
And ’mid this tumult Kubla heard from far
Ancestral voices prophesying war!

    The shadow of the dome of pleasure
    Floated midway on the waves;
    Where was heard the mingled measure
    From the fountain and the caves. 
It was a miracle of rare device,
A sunny pleasure-dome with caves of ice!
     A damsel with a dulcimer
    In a vision once I saw;
    It was an Abyssinian maid,
    And on her dulcimer she played,
    Singing of Mount Abora.
    Could I revive within me
    Her symphony and song,
    To such a deep delight ’twould win me,
That with music loud and long,
I would build that dome in air,
That sunny dome! those caves of ice!
And all who heard should see them there,
And all should cry, Beware! Beware!
His flashing eyes, his floating hair!
Weave a circle round him thrice,
And close your eyes with holy dread,
For he on honey-dew hath fed,
And drunk the milk of Paradise.

 

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